Friday, January 10, 2014

MY YEAR IN REVIEW-TWENTY THIRTEEN

Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book.
Write a good one.
Brad Paisley.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
Welcome to 2014.

So how did my year of twenty thirteen pan out?
Well the start of the year began with me doing one of the scariest things I have ever done.  I left my life of travel, I had been on the road for 2 years, and all my friends in Australia and I headed to Africa, Kenya to be precise, and a new beginning.  It was a scary place for me when I didn’t know anyone; I had nowhere to live, no job and no real game plan as such.  It was totally not my style.  I am an organized person and getting out of my comfort zone has made me a stronger person.  It was the unknown-it FREAKED me out, as it was something I had no control over.  I was used to having things planned and I always knew where and what I would be doing in 3 months’ time, 2 weeks’ time and I didn’t have that power and that feeling was new and foreign to me.  All my talk of the previous 12 months had finally come.  It was now time to turn those words into actions.  I had chosen this path and I was determined to see where it would take me.  “Fortune Favours the Brave”. 

In the ensuing months I made friends.
I went to social events and I was lucky enough to have connected with amazing people.  I believe you know a good person from the first meeting, and it was only then that I felt I was finally finding my way in my new city.  Friends are like the family that you can pick yourself and I find if you are surrounded by great people then great things will happen.  It makes a BIG difference when you have people you can rely on in your life, which I do all over the world, but I needed those kind of people in Nairobi and I had found some golden gems.  I am an extravert kind of person, and after my first 8 lonely weeks I never lost sight of why I was here, but it did make me the wear the shoes of an introvert person during that time and it made me even more determined to be more accepting of people and I am glad I am the type of person I am, being an introvert sucked. 

It was now time to do something productive with my time.  I not only moved to Africa for a better way of life, but to also help people (children) less fortunate than myself and it was time for me to get off my semi-retired butt (which I love) and do something about it.  That opportunity came when I went for my first haircut.  My hairdresser Debbie gave me a lead to an orphanage that was just down the road from my house and suggested that I pop in and ask for Irene, the director, and volunteer some hours with the babies.  This sounded perfect and I made the first step towards what I came to Africa for and I have to tell you it was an absolutely AMAZING feeling.  Those little babies need love, care and attention and I feel I am able to offer them all that and more.  The Nest is full of babies and this mama (endearment term apparently) is going to help in any way, shape or form as required.  The Nest currently has 17 babies aged from 4 weeks old to 2 years old.  All the babies are neglected or their mothers are imprisoned, so the babies come in the hope that the mothers will be reunited with their children and if not then the children are put up for adoption to give them a better life.  Ideally The Nest wants to reunite the children with their ‘birth’ mothers but this is obviously not always an ideal scenario.  I now found a purpose. 

I did have one loose end that I had to tie up earlier in the year and that was to see Zeme one last time in Ethiopia.  I wasn’t too sure what to expect, but the main reason behind the meeting was for me to collect some belongings that I had left here last year, of which there was something of my mums that was worth a million memories to me.  At the back of my mind I was hoping to get some closure, proper closure, so that I could complete my final healing.  It was weird to see this person who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, some-one that had hurt me so much, standing back in front of me again.  I didn’t have the feeling of love or hate anymore, which for me was a good sign I was moving in the right direction.  Zeme apologised.  He said he did the wrong thing and he asked for my forgiveness and you know what?  That was all I wanted to hear.  As soon as he said that and I answered back that I had forgiven him, it felt like a great weight had been lifted from my shoulders.  Don’t get me wrong, there were tears, but it was what I came for, what I wanted to hear and I felt like the trip had justified in that exact moment.  I could now leave Ethiopia with a clear mind and a peaceful heart and know that the country Zeme showed me and the special times we shared here will hold a special place in my heart always and I can now focus back on the good times and just let the one bad incident (or a few accumulated) go and left in the past to never be dredged up again.  It’s nice to be able to let the last remnants of resentment I had tucked away deep, deep, deep, deep down finally released.  It felt so good to be able to forgive some-one than to keep beating yourself up and trying to hate some-one that really isn’t a bad person.  And that is a point I want to make.  Zeme is not a bad person, he did a stupid, dumb, bad thing and you can’t let one mistake brand some-one as a bad person, even if it was a monumental stuff up. 

The following months passed with lunches and dinners with friends and time spent at The Nest.  I found my place there and in August I was introduced to the Miracle Babies.  I met an extraordinary group of children that are stuck in government red tape.  So what is their story?  It all starts with a man called Gilbert Juma Deya who is a Kenyan evangelist based in Britain.  Deya runs an evangelist church in England where, among other things, he claims that a couple incapable of having children can be blessed with offspring if they pray hard enough. That’s not much of a shocking claim. The shocking part is that Deya wasn’t patient enough to let the Divine do his work; and Deya flew to Kenya, kidnaped, stole and bought children, and brought them back to England.  On the 21st August 2004, police raided his residence of Archbishop Gilbert Deya at dawn.  They arrested his wife and took away nine children to the Nairobi Children’s Home.  In total twenty babies have been placed in foster care in Kenya after DNA tests showed they had no connection to their alleged mothers in the UK.  The sad fact is that no one is sure where the miracle babies came from and none of the children taken from the Deya house have been identified, the children's true parentage remains unknown.  The Miracle Babies cannot be adopted out until the case comes to court and Mr Deya stands trial for the allegations.  The Nest has 11 of these children and I decided to make The Miracle Babies Foundation and I proposed for 12 people/companies to sponsor a day out-one sponsor for each month.  Just think about these children who cannot be adopted out and are stuck in limbo as the babies and children around them are given a chance with new families.  If I could help them to have some good memories in this chapter of their lives and they are going to be stuck in their country, why not get them out and about to see it.  Think about these poor children, who have no control over their own fate and take a second to stand in their shoes.  It’s humbling isn’t it?  This stuff isn’t out of a book, it is real life, it is happening in our world, in our decade and that makes me a little mad and also a little sad that these things are still happening in this day and age.  I had an overwhelming response to the pledging of money and have 2014 covered by the generous people of Denise and Danny, Matt and Kendal and also the very generous donation from John.   

The last quarter of the year was completed traversing West Africa on what would prove to be the toughest trip I have ever done.  EVER.  West Africa has been on my bucket list since my East African Overland trip back in 2011.  It was also my backup option if things didn’t work out as planned with my move to Africa.  As it turned out I didn’t need a backup option but I figured there were a few reasons as to why now was a good time to take the trip anyway.  ONE: I was in Africa and I needed to make the most of my time while I am unemployed, single and ready and able to do this tour.  TWO: By the time I actually travelled ON the trip I would have been in the one place for nearly 9 months.  Not a bad effort if I say so myself.  THREE: You only live once and I have seen more than once that life is short and that we need to make the most of the time we have!  What more do I need?  Now that I am back home I try and think what my expectations were of the trip and were they met and I think that they were.  Are there things that can be improved on the trip?  Definitely.  Am I glad I did the trip?  Definitely.  Would I recommend the trip to someone else and the answer would be yes, but be prepared for some tough times, change of plans, long truck days, bad roads, tinned meat, mosquito’s, tuna rolls and an experience of a life time that you would get nowhere else on this planet.  As always I also walked away with a renewed appreciation for the life I am so lucky to live. West Africa is so different from its Eastern counterparts, it has a beat and a culture so unique, the people so resilient and it is something I will never forget. I've had the time of my life, warts and all and have a feeling I will return one day.  So a summary of the ‘stats’ of the trip are below.  This is what a 10 WEEK African overlanding experience consists of; and WEST AFRICA at that.  None of this easy peasy East Africa business on this trip and when the trip had finished I had an overwhelming emotion and I didn’t know whether to smile or cry and decided to enjoy it for what it was and I smiled from ear to ear.

70 days
10 weeks
9 countries-Ghana, Togo, Benin, Ivory Coast, Guinea, Guinea Bissau, Sierra Leone, The Gambia and Senegal
12 borders
4500km travelled
328.5 hours sitting on Madge (the truck)-92.5 hours section 1-140 hours section 2-96 hours section 3
23 AMAZING PEOPLE
15 chickens (minimum per person)
53 tins of tuna
35 tins of SPAM
14,000 waves to complete strangers
23 pieces of West African material
7 camping nights
9 bush camps
38 hotel/guest houses
15 ‘other’ accommodation eg: dorm, bad hut upgrades
13 full pages taken up in my passport
4949 photos
70 quotes for my blog from the roof of Madge
And my love for Africa strengthened.

I was lucky to spend the last days of this incredible year back in Australia surrounded by my friends.  I needed the time to recoup after West Africa and what better place to be than with my best friend, my god-daughters and her family.  As much as I love being in Africa, you do need to have a reset button, just for a few weeks, to leave the continent and be able to blend in and not be the odd one out and judged financially by the colour of your skin.  It can be tough some day’s and my 5 weeks back in Australia was exactly what the travel doctor ordered.  Zoe and Tess are little people now and are growing up to be exceptional young ladies.  Their love in unconditional and to leave them on the 30th of December was heartbreaking, especially when they are crying, and not crocodile tears, they were wrenching sobs and I just had to let them know that I loved them and that it was only 295 days until I would be back again.  Good-byes are not my forte and with tears in my eyes it was time to leave Brisbane and head back home to Kenya for a new year ahead.     

I have had an amazing journey in 2013.  I have made a home, made new friends, had some challenges, found a purpose with the gorgeous babies and the Miracle Babies at The Nest, seen more of Africa than anyone would ever dream of and I am back to do it all again in 2014.  A new culture, a new country and a new continent and I survived my first year and I enjoyed it.  Kenya is a very exciting country.  It ebbs and flows and has its moments along with any other country and I wouldn’t change a thing.  I have seen things that I will never forget, I have met amazing people who became friends for life and I have experienced a life that not many people get the privilege to live.

I am thankful-to the core. 
Thankful to my mum.
Thankful to the people who support me, no matter what craziness I get myself into.
Thankful to a world that has looked after me during my travels.
And thankful to each and every new day that dawns and I get to experience.

I know I can’t save the world but I hope to make a difference here in Kenya.  There are so many charities, NGO, missionaries, the UN in all its forms, aid workers-you name it Kenya has it and to an extent that maybe there are too many ‘singular’ charities flooding the country and I feel that some of them would be better off joining forces rather than 1000 different small agencies all trying to do the same thing.  But then again, if what they do changes one life, how can you stop the kindness of strangers wanting to help? I just wonder if there is a better method.  Long term people here in Nairobi are a little sceptical of people like me.  Still being an African ‘rookie’, they think that the ‘newbies’ have these rose coloured glasses on and that we can change the whole country within 6 months.  They think we want to change the world and because they have been here for a longer period of time, I guess they do see people fly in, do their volunteer time’ and then fly out without as much as a backwards glance.  Well I am certainly not that blindsided and I am starting to see it slowly myself now the longer that I am here, but I do believe that I can make a difference and if people think that is dorky or sad then I think they possibly need to take a long hard look at themselves and shouldn’t be so judgemental. 

That, my friend’s sums up my year of 2013 and I look forward to sharing 2014. 
    
“Always believe in yourself to fly to your dreams”


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